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the great lock in for 2025; Focusing on myself, self-love, and moving forward


 2:15AM

I know I should be asleep right now, but how can I possibly sleep when we only have about 12 weeks till 2026? The main question I ask myself is.. did I do everything I thought I could do this year? Not sure how to answer that question because my life could be better in so many ways. 

Long story short, my name is Uloaku. 

Most people know me as Precious.

I am currently a full-time student at San Francisco Community College. I know the experience for many could be daunting, because every parent or faculty member asks where I want to eventually transfer to. I give them the answer that feels most comfortable to say, such as I plan on obtaining a skill that can long-term land me a steady job that pays all my bills. I am proud of myself for how far I've come mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. Living with schizophrenia symptoms can be tough. 

What does self-love look like for you?

I know many may judge, but this is what I truly have to say. My room is not the cleanest, nor is it the filthiest. I am not a hoarder, but my apartment does show signs of comfort and pain as well. It's my room, and I am blessed to have my own apartment. My goal for the next few months is to focus on my own journey, limit the amount of time I spend online, stop oversharing, and move at a pace that works for me.


Practicing radical self-love

In a world that wants you to hate yourself, it is simply a strength to love yourself unconditionally. I hope and pray I can survive this semester. Going to try my best. 

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