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Halloween 2025: Plans for halloween?; Modern Day Romance

As Halloween approaches, I find myself in a familiar predicament: costume-less and feeling the swift passage of time. Being a full-time student has accelerated my perception of days, making the holiday season feel like it's slipping away. To my fellow last-minute costume seekers, take comfort—you're not alone. My irregular sleep pattern has become a hallmark of this season. Late nights in San Francisco blend into daytime naps, likely a consequence of academic pressures. There's something nostalgic about reflecting on childhood Halloweens, when the excitement was pure and unbridled. Back then, candy was a reward, not a calculated indulgence. While dressing up remains enjoyable, the magic has transformed. Adult responsibilities temper the spontaneity, making me appreciate those carefree childhood moments. Moderation replaces unbridled enthusiasm, a subtle reminder of growing older. Currently nestled in my apartment, I'm vibing to Megan Thee Stallion's latest track ...

the great lock in for 2025; Focusing on myself, self-love, and moving forward

 2:15AM I know I should be asleep right now, but how can I possibly sleep when we only have about 12 weeks till 2026? The main question I ask myself is.. did I do everything I thought I could do this year? Not sure how to answer that question because my life could be better in so many ways.  Long story short, my name is Uloaku.  Most people know me as Precious. I am currently a full-time student at San Francisco Community College. I know the experience for many could be daunting, because every parent or faculty member asks where I want to eventually transfer to. I give them the answer that feels most comfortable to say, such as I plan on obtaining a skill that can long-term land me a steady job that pays all my bills. I am proud of myself for how far I've come mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. Living with schizophrenia symptoms can be tough.  What does self-love look like for you? I know many may judge, but this is what I truly have to say. My room is not the c...